Ha, in the shower this morning, I realized I had a lucid dream last night, and now I remembered that in the shower I remembered I had a lucid dream, but I don't remember much of the dream at all.
... dreams are peculiar things.
Anyway, I can't remember what inspired it, but someone mentioned something about me was strange, so I covered my nose and tried breathing, and it worked!
But like... I swear, these aren't genuine lucid dreams. They just don't feel like I thought they would at all. I immediately try to fuck shit up by making people levitate or disappear, and maybe that's like, too much or whatever, because it never works and I lose control.
But the thing is, the whole time, I feel like I can easily wake myself up. Ever been in one of those states where you're not sure if you're dreaming or awake, but think "hey, maybe I can open my eyes" and then you do and it turns out you're awake? The "lucid" dream I had last night was kinda like that. I felt like I was pretty conscious of my actual body, and that if I tried to open my eyes, I'd wake up (or, I'd be awake already, I don't know! in the dream, I was debating whether or not it was a lucid dream for that very reason). But this kinda makes me think that maybe it WAS a proper lucid dream, because of the fact that I had a shitton of control over my mind.
... why is nothing I do ever simple? :x