I really have enjoyed my time with you all.
All those zany memories of NRG and all that drama which led to Orbital and Aurality. I know I'd be a completely different person had I not chosen to be home schooled my 8th grade year and spend most my time on NSider.
Rosti, I've always admired you. Honestly, you're kind of a hero/role model to me. You're so brilliant in a blunt way, and you're on your way to /something/. You were the enzyme (odd choice of word) to my trying to figure out things a little more. And, yeah... I'll admit it. I did have a massive e-crush on you earlier years. That one Skype convo where Alex invited me without you knowing kind of demolished it, though. So it's okay.
Alex, I just love you. Period. Sensible, lovable, smart Alex. Always understanding and someone who's an incredible friend who's random bits of advice and such made solid sense. Your zaniness and music kind of rubbed off on me. Thanks for giving me a glimpse into the ~indie way~. It really was fun and therapeutic. I really enjoyed talking to you and befriending you, so so much. It meant a lot.
Kezia, you really are an incredibly talented and extremely cute woman. You always know how to make things silly, and I had an absolute blast with you. You know what you want, it's something I've envied out of you. You're amazing, and one of my better friends on here. I love you to death, always will. Had I the choice to meet anyone on Orbital, I'd pick you first. Definitely. Don't ever think you're something less than you are, because you are infinitely awesome.
Jake, we were best freakin' friends and I've probably talked to you more than anyone else. Something that immediately comes to mind is all that trolling, reverse trolling and oh my goodness you got me every time. D: You're my favorite pedophile. <333 Your friendship is greatly appreciated and I find it awesome that we can still be somewhat silly together. It seems forever ago that you were still in high school doing all that silly crap. You're an incredibly brilliant guy, just don't let it go to waste. I love you~
Kelly, where do I begin? You've always were kind of an enigma, something incredibly awesome but I was always a bit too intimidated by you to try and reach you. But watching you was a blast and it was something that kept me here. One of my most enjoyable pass times today is watching you and Rosti go and it. Two brilliant minds snipping at each other, what could be better? You're so articulate, I don't understand. Something I've admired, that and all your silliness yet ability to stay sane. You're incredible.
Tina, I never really got to know you as personally as I did some others. But I've always liked you. You're quick wit and surprising opinions of a different nature never ceased to surprise me, and I loved just watching what you'd do next. Your jackets are amazing on you, by the way. And it's good to know that we have the same taste in men. <33 You're just as smart as the rest of them. You handle such a large load yet you always seem to plow through it one way or another, it's very inspiring LoL. You're just a really cool kid.
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Justin, you were part of my reason for joining the gay/straight alliance. You made sense. We used to talk to each other a lot, back in the earlier days. And I just realized how much I enjoyed that. Quite honestly one of my favorite people to talk to because you were just so hilarious and you always had something interesting to say. Your passion really left an impression on me. Thanks. For a lot of stuff. You really do have a soft place in my heart.
Mark~. You're the sweetest guy here on Orbital. Period. I love you so much, I don't even know where to begin. You're taste in music, your sensible way of bouncing through life, just everything. Oh, and you're Canadian. Also, thanks for the mix tape, it really did mean lots. You're a genuinely nice guy, it's awesome. I really wish I got to know you better, and I'm sorry I never really took initiative in that.
Mark! We've had our... interesting talks. Interesting adventures. Even though you're a scary SOB, I never hated or even not liked you one bit. You're so silly and hilarious it kind of got intimidating, I dunno what it was. But you're brilliance matches the rest of everyone's on here. It really does amaze me how that works out, I never understood how you got to know such random stuff, and it really has thrown me off at times. I really did love talking to you.
Brandon, you have grown up sooo much! Naw, I know it must annoy you that I always jokingly state that you must be thirteen years old and any older must be a weird mistake. I, for some reason, recall just a random conversation with you about tastes in clothes. Levi jean pockets are ugly. I remember that, LoL. Silly man. In Skype, you were so so entertaining because just randomly I recall you saying something totally random but fitting and I thought it was so silly. You're really cool how you really diverged into something a little separate from the norm here at Orbital. I dunno, you just seem like a different entity, but you fit in anyway. We used to talk much, and I miss that. Love you, man.
tl;dr I love you all.
You guys put some meaning in my life, and I really do thank you for that. I wish I fit in a little more, you all just so brilliant and I've always tried to achieve that level of understanding but was always too far from it. You all seem to be going places. We used to be just kids doing silly, sometimes weirdly dramatic things. Good times to reflect on.
I'm sorry to be your disappointment. I really am.
